Cʜᴀʀʟᴇs 'C H U C K' Hᴀɴsᴇɴ (
suicidemission) wrote2013-12-06 01:32 am
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like a match to gasoline



i see through your clothes
your nerve damage shows
trying not to feel
anything that's realʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ



i see through your clothes
your nerve damage shows
trying not to feel
anything that's real
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"I'd like that." He steps closer to Chuck, not quite in his personal space because the hotel had cameras in the hallways, but more friendly. "Your room or mine?"
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"Mine." He says immediately. It's -- more familiar territory, even if it's just a hotel. It's got his stuff strewn everywhere and it has Chuck's touch to it. Raleigh's -- is still too foreign. He wouldn't be comfortable.
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He smiles a little and pulls the dress belt out of his slack and his sweater off over his head before crawling into the bed.
"You got a side you'd rather be on?"
Raleigh didn't think it would matter too much since he planned on using Chuck as his pillow, but he wanted to check, just in case.
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He sort of wanted to know what it felt like to just not give a fuck. It was kind of nice.
"Left," he says automatically, though he's a little distracted because Raleigh is peeling out of his clothes and he's staring before shucking the jacket and stumbling towards the left side of the bed to sit down.
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He turns on his side to watch Chuck's back when he sits down on the left side of the bed.
"Need help with your boots?"
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"Uh. Sure?"
He's trying not to stare at that chest, and instead focuses on trying to unknot the laces of his boots.
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"You got any routines you do before you sleep?"
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Raleigh's down there on a knee and taking Chuck's boots off for him and despite having his hands knocked away Chuck's reaching again and shaking his head, cursing himself for his answer because Raleigh...Raleigh can't be down there on his knees, almost in supplication. He just can't, Chuck just cant.
"Rals," he grates, "c'mon. Don't -- do that--"
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"Why not? You took care of me. I want to do the same for you. I just don't have a handy flask, and you don't shiver."
He gets up, climbing back on the bed.
"Time for a nap, right? Mako and Herc'll find us if they want to go out for dinner or something."
Something about him and the boots had obviously thrown Chuck off kilter. Raleigh'd figure out what it was sometime later, but for now he'd let if go if Chuck would.
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But it's nice. It's nice to have someone want to take care of him.
"Yeah. Right, then."
He eases himself back, a little stiff in Raleigh's arms but he's not pushing Raleigh away, either.
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This time when Chuck's laid out flat, Raleigh pulls the covers up over them and slides himself a little down Chuck's body, determinedly not thinking about other reasons he'd hopefully be making that same motion later. He hooks his arm over Chuck's chest pressing his hand against the side of his chest warm between his bicep and body.
He pillows his head on Chuck's other shoulder and sighs contentedly.
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He doesn't, and instead he's got Raleigh tucked up nice and close against his side with his arm around him, heavy and safe and warm. It's a solid, tangible presence and Chuck sighs, eyes fluttering shut as he wraps his arm around Raleigh's shoulders, holding him tight.